Tuesday, September 20, 2005
OMG. Rhapsody in Blue is the nicest song ever. And amazingly I am actually sort of enjoying theory classes now, its fun going through all the characteristics and orchestra, even though its lyk, killer. Anyway, yeah,my poetry sucks. My lit sucks. My music sucks, My art sucks, I've got nothing left!......o no.....its my doom
Im a useless piece of junk who can't do anything right. I have evidence, my poetry and vignette and ABRSM grades prove that.
If my aesthetics department doesn't work, i dunno what i've got left.
Its like being tied to a horse and let the horse run.
Dragged on the floor. Pathetic me, holding on to the Arts and yet I suck. So i end up hurt all over.
What's the point. I hate going to Lit classes everyweek just to feel inferior and depressed all throughout. Im not assertive enough. I don't get model answerss. I dunno how.
It's just not Maths.
posted @ 6:14 AM
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