Wednesday, October 12, 2005
i turn round and round and round.
nothing. why is my worst fear being hated by others?
nightmares. i just can't get out of them.
Mary poppins came on the east wind. then left, like a breeze.
but she couldnt carry my nightmares away.
i run on and on. trapped in that circular track.
i need to breakthrough.
but who will give me that power?
who will?
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Im falling through. i can't see.
its all so dark. then suddenly so bright.
i can hear, i can hear faint sounds on the black and white keys.
tinkles. it's an A. a 440. i can recognize that.
it's so lonely. moving on one note....dragging on to the next. like a drawl.
i can't breathe. its so heavy. my heart ceases to feel.
lost. all lost. light. but blinding light.
I trailed Alice through her Wonderland. Never an end. Anything can happen.
Dream.
posted @ 2:49 AM
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