a r t i s e v e r y w h e r e

fungi
nushighschool
artclub
stringensemble
orchestra
music/art/math
love
HASH(0x8e1465c)

You love him indeed=) He is your dreamguy and you
want to marry him. Make sure you don`t have
contest. Maybe other girls loves him to.

What do you really feel for him? (girls only)
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You chose brown eyes. Brown eyed people are normally very romantic. You
love to daydream, and sometimes you get
confused with your own fantasies over reality.
You are pretty outgoing, but some days, all you
want to be, is alone, reading, or thinking by
yourself. You have many talants, and you will
probably have a very important job when you're
older.

The Eye color personality test
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Sunday, January 22, 2006

my hands are shaking again.
OK. i seriously think iam becoming more and more stupid. because my dad just told me that in my face. in their eyes, i've always been this conceited kid. and my dad saw my english paper(covered in red. but whose isnt?) and went. oh gosh. how lousy. (But....it's creative writing...it's subjective) and then he told me seriously (and mockingly) that he doesnt want me to become one of those very intelligent kids who become stupid and useless when they grow up. Like, hello?

Now my grandpa and everyone's coming for chinese new year. they're bound to ask about my results now. and i have to disappoint them because my results are not as perfect as it was in primary school. and then i have to feel rotten. it's the image tat counts. they don't care if their kid is good in piano, is learning new art techniques, or volunteering for good community services. NO. because they brought me here, they have to prove it to those people back there that the daughter's good enough to stay.

i am a shame to the family.

posted @ 5:52 AM
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sane insane all out of hand
right night all without light
man legend everything ends
you me we rock till the end
WHIPLASH our generation
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WHIPLASH unknown sensation
WHIPLASH our revolution
WHIPLASH new combination
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