Thursday, February 16, 2006
feel much better today. yesterday was on the verge of depression. a lot of people were. and i was much better off. i am born overly-optimistic. so my lows are still generally pretty high. arh. there're always people worse off. so i guess i've got nothing to complain about.
going to bukit chandu tmr. i dunno. i slept through the first part of the talk on wednesday and i was sitting one seat away from mr ho. haha. but the second part caught my attention. i started to imagine what life was like. what kind of fear. what kind of joy when the japanese surrender.
then tonight on MTV there was this concert in one of the Jap high school by some star named maki...and the people were all crying. I have less then 5 years left in NUS High. The future seems very unimaginable. what can happen? what will happen? no one knows for sure
but at least i know, i am back to normal from the slight deviation yesterday. i got the grip of myself again. like i've always said, i know myself pretty well. at least im not of the punky generation tat tries to act cool and moan about the unfairness of the world while leaning against a brick wall in downtown new york rubbing on their infected multi-piercings.
not tat i have a problem with punks. true punks are great artists. the rest are just Not.
peopl think im a bimbo. no, an idiot. cuz im not chio enough to be a bimbo. more airhead. haha.
try me.
posted @ 6:38 AM
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