Friday, February 03, 2006
i talked to veronica to day. havent talked to her for a very long time. she's a super chio girl now. makes me feel ashemed to stand beside her now. haha. but she's still the same nice girl. she said she still likes me for who i am. but i havent seen her for years. did she like the me in p3? or me now?
i've changed so much. and i've leanrt to know myself. tats probably one of my strong points....the very few ones.
she had had 3 boyfriends...and we're the same year. now u know how i feel. and she told me tat im smarter, tats wats important. im getting stupider according to my dad who graduated from universsity of illinois. who am i to argue wif?
what the heck whats wrong wif me. i haf such great frens. i going mad.
I am GOING MAD!!!!!!!
i just want my music and my art. and God.
posted @ 5:35 AM
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