Friday, July 14, 2006
how do u become happy?
by not thinking too much, by ignorance?
but if u dont know anything, when the truth hits, doesnt it hurt more? and i go thinking how much it hurts, when it hasnt come yet.
i hate self-denial more than anything. yet im lying to myself about those things i regret, to make my own life easier. it's wrong. i have to be honest with myself, if not to anyone else
it's so hard. i am really tired.
posted @ 7:54 AM
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