Wednesday, July 05, 2006
i didn't think i'm capable of loving. ever since i was cruelly taken away from my homeland 5 years ago, i've sealed myself up. i never let my parents know that i love them or anything, because i knew they'd laugh at me for even having emotions. I was to remain that prim emotionless kid. I still am, at home. i'd never let them know that what they do hurt, because if they found out what hurts, they'll induce it on me. So i pretend i didn't give a damn. Slowly, it stuck. Like a habit.
then high school showed me that people areactually nice. and that it's ok to feel. and then i became who i am. but in the process i've shed that old protective shield. i am defenseless.
weak.
yes. but i know it's ok.
it's all gonna be ok.
North Korea has gone mad. the World War 3 is coming. what on earth am i living for. signs of the false prophets, catastrophe pending. Is this really coming for real?
Apocalypse.
posted @ 7:50 AM
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