Tuesday, August 15, 2006
wooohoo. i used the condo's network to go online. that counts as bypass right. haha.
anyway, yeah. i guess when th real thing hits me, its different than all the hypothesis i've ever drawn about these sort of stuff.
but she's gone for real. Damn it. her daughter is only 5 and she's being taken away just like that.
Just gone. I can;'t believe it. She still seems lively in my head.
I dont' wanna believe.
Also, i've been really tolerant but seriously there's no need to put me down 24/7 can. i know im fat, chubby, plump, u name it. my patience is wearing out, ok. I have a self-esteem to keep. Thanks to all these nice ppl around me, if not i'd think myself worthless by now. you just don'tnthink before u do things to ppl around u. ppl like me who think for u. im not pissed. just damn tired.
posted @ 8:24 AM
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